Last week I thought of giving up smoking. Not because of my health, but because I wanted to have a valid reason
for feeling like shit.
I was succesful...
in finding a valid reason.
I realized that I am
not meant to succeed
at anything.
Excuse me while I light another cigarette...
And yes... I am the freak in the picture.
7.1.05
New Year... same old...same old...
it's 2005. New Year. Funny didn't even feel christmas this year and now it's like almost a week has passed and the fact that it's a brand new year is just starting to sink in. So whats new with me? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I am jobless again. Funny thing is I don't know whether to feel happy or sad about this fact. I hated it there. I mean I did find a few very good friends by working there but I hated just about everything else. I am extremely happy that that part of my life is over but the downside is that I am poor again. But what the heck, I've always been poor so I'm used to it by now. What sucks is that nothing has changed. I am still bored as hell. I got together with a couple of friends last dec 30 and why the hell does it seem like everybody else is having the time of their life except me. Aaargh.