29.8.05

Nuts...

I've met someone. Now I'm not very good at describing stuff so you'll just have to take my word for it when I say that she is just absolutely adorable.

I met her about a week and a half ago and ever since then I always try to find excuses to drop by her area at the office. It's totally pathetic, I know. But I just don't consider my day complete until I see her smile. Corny no? I don't care all I know is that I LIKE HER. SOBRA.

Yesterday my friend had to pass her requirements so I went with her to "someone's" area. For some bizzare reason only 2 people were there (as opposed to the usual 2 dozen) so I had a front row seat, so to speak. While my friend was waiting for her turn, the phone rang so she answered it and it was somebody who had a question about applying or something. Apparently the person on the other end was kinda slow and I noticed that she was always repeating what she was saying. I coudn't help but chuckle and when I did she looked and smiled at me and did that thing with her index finger as if to say that she thought that the person that she was talking to on the phone was nuts and after that she jokingly rolled her eyes. My gulay... If I was fair skinned I would've turned bright red. I left with a huge smile on my face that I couldn't get rid of no matter what I did. I was walking (or should I say gliding?) around (or above.. hehe) Ortigas smiling at nothing looking like a total idiot for the rest of the afternoon. hehe.

"Wait a minute and hold the phone!!! Is this the same Jeanne who's been saying that she doesn't mind being single forever? What about all those speeches about being better off alone?" Well..

Sorry to disappoint you but I haven't changed my mind. I still don't want a relationship and I sooo don't want to fall in love. The only thing I like about falling in love is that it reminds me of the reasons why I don't want to be "in love". Coz for the most part it just involves me squirming in excruciating emotional agony. To be honest I'm a little ticked off about this happening. I was so darn happy not having someone to think about and now this comes along and I'm going nuts again. I don't like it at all but seeing her smile just totally makes my day...what can i say? (Dammit! see... I told you... I AM going nuts)

But so what If I like her? I find it highly unlikely that she doesn't have somebody else already and even if she didn't I still don't think that i stand a chance in hell with her becuase whenever I'm around her I become even dorkier than usual (I couldn't even construct a single sentence to ask her if our IDs were ready for God's sake!!!). I just as look at this situation as God making my forced 6-month stay in this call center a little bit easier. But Lord, a better salary would've been perfectly fine with me. I think I really would've preferred that over this. Sana lang balato mo nalang saken tong isang to. hehe. Like ko talaga siya. Promise!!!

posted by jeanne @ 09:24

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