Last week I thought of giving up smoking. Not because of my health, but because I wanted to have a valid reason
for feeling like shit.
I was succesful...
in finding a valid reason.
I realized that I am
not meant to succeed
at anything.
Excuse me while I light another cigarette...
And yes... I am the freak in the picture.
7.10.05
Birthday Shmirday....
Well my 24th birthday just passed. Shucks... in 6 years I'll be 30 and 10 years after that I'll be 40. What I don't get is I've always known that life is just too short but how come I haven't done anything worthwhile in 24 freaking years. Yeah, yeah... I've done lots of fun things with my friends but when I think about it I haven't really done anything I would consider productive.
career: zippo so far... in the process of building one... still no guarantees though... I have to pass the course and hope to the highest heavens that I get through the job applications...
love: ay...yay...yay... don't even get me started... please!!!
times I've made even a "microscopic" dent in making the world a better place: well... I did sneak out of the house to go to the EDSA 2 rally to oust ERAP... does that count? Pero this was like 4 years ago and since then all I've done was suck in precious air and contribute to global warming by smoking cigarettes so what little difference I've made in going to that rally has been pretty much cancelled out.
You know that song that has this line "every 5 years or so I look back on my life and I have a good laugh..." aaargh...
I just turned 24. Maybe I'll get to laugh next year...
posted by jeanne @ 11:50
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