Last week I thought of giving up smoking. Not because of my health, but because I wanted to have a valid reason
for feeling like shit.
I was succesful...
in finding a valid reason.
I realized that I am
not meant to succeed
at anything.
Excuse me while I light another cigarette...
And yes... I am the freak in the picture.
9.2.06
What's Goin On
I've updated the website version of this blog. You might wanna check it out: jadedjeanne.farvista.net. You'll find pretty much the same stuff there that you can find here. The only difference is, there, you get the bonus (or should I say consolation?) of hearing some great tunes while reading about my insanity. hehe.
Through the update work that I had to do, I got to read the things that I've written recently and I noticed that most of them were all about or at least have something to do with that thing that I'm saying I dread the most. Here I am ranting about the sappiness of this stupid month yet it is all that I write about. I realize that it might be considered terribly uncool to only be able to write about love but what can I do? Not exactly my choice to have to deal with this crap while everybody else is thinking of where to take there dates on Feb 14. The commercials of that stupid movie "I Will Always Love You" might be getting to me. Aaargh. But I suppose its o.k. Consider it as me trying to have a theme thing going here. And anyway, IT’S A BLOG and I'm not even a writer. Not exactly gunning for a Pulitzer Prize here, you know?
Too bad I wasn't a blogger three years ago. Because if I was, you, my lone reader would've had the pleasure of reading about this idiot who was hysterically crying in someone's arms while they were in a cemetery during all soul's day in front of a grave a person she did not even know with her little brother right there, watching, happily eating "isaw" while trying very hard not to laugh at the sight of his adult sister who could only stop bawling like a baby to utter stuff like "why him? huhuhu....", But then again, if you are reading this nonsense then I probably know you personally so it's a safe bet that you know all about that. I probably even gave you a live re-enactment of that event.
And anyway, I'm pretty sure that all of this yuccchy mush-mush stuff will have run out by this month's end. (*Wink Wink*) Oh and speaking of which, I'm almost done with my M.T. classes. I'm so excited! I can't wait for it to be finally over since I can finally start doing something productive again… among other things of course… harhar :p (*Wink Wink* ulet).
posted by jeanne @ 06:13
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